NeYer New Life: Let's To Be Different

AHA!! It's already the second month from our new year 2011! time is running baby.... well I will fulfill this year with spirit to be different....I'm trying to be humble but I just can't stop my finger to type about a fact "I'm Out Of The Box Person" all right...don't f****ing me about that sentence because it's true *my nose is going up and up!* but in fact my boss and some of my collages said like that to me and honestly I'm so proud about that. I never tried to be different actually or think like no one..but Mr.Lopy *a snail inside my skull* can't be quite to give me strange or weird opinions about anything.

Anyway I have some plan for my self this year to make me be a better person, to make my family, friends and environment be better :) * gosh feel like a super hero* I hope!soon! I will have my own treasure box :) which is full of love, ideas, arts, crafting and story....I will drag people's attention to look at my treasure box hihihihihi well maybe you will say it's too much, too ambitious bla and bla....but I just know I have a lot of magic dust in my pocket ;P and I know God beside me XD

I'm trying to make people understand about them self....and only them can make a change... *starting with the man in the mirror-----by: Michael Jackson*

Honestly I miss my boys and girls....they are waiting to be written and introduce them self to the world.

Aftertaste Of Harry Potter

Hogwarts Hogwarts Hoggy Warty Hogwarts
Teach us something please
Whether we be old and bald or young with scabby knees
Our heads could do with filling with some interesting stuff
For now they're bare and full of air
Dead flies and bits of fluff
So teach us things worth knowing
Bring back what we've forgot
Just do your best we'll do the rest and learn until our brains all rot

Actually I have written about this article 2 weeks ago but I haven't published...well because I have watched Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallow today so I have to edit all of this article which is the title was "Excited About Harry Potter" lol
I watched HPDH with Indo Harry Potter ( The community for Harry Potter fans in Indonesia)...I always watch with them, every time Harry Potter movies are played in cinema. In Indonesia Harry Potter fans also love to cosplay and pretend to be like one of Harry Potter's character. Before the movie was played they had some games or trivia...like today they had 7 potters game and it was so funny!!

Well after all the games and trivia had been done, the movie was played and everybody was getting excited :)) and my heart was beating so hard wkwkwkwkwkw....overall the movie is really cool! I can feel all the emotional from every character...and when Dobby was killed by Bellatrix I cried!! gosh....
The unforgettable moment for me is when 7 Potters' scene. Harry wore the BRA!!! lmao!! I can't stop laughing! even now when I'm writing about this....I remember that scene...*take a bow for Dan!* he's really professional!

After so much fun today I went home, but I feel something pain and sad.....and I know what it is...it's because I know the fact that Harry Potter series will over soon and it will be next year on July. I still can't believe it...I really scare..I live 10 years and grown up with Harry Potter's world... I live in JK.Rowling's writing and her story means a lot for me..honestly Harry Potter and JK.Rowling influence me so bad, because of her I decided to be a writer :) even I haven't published any books except one poems for Michael Jackson's book and I'm working in magazine as journalist, but I prefer to be called as writer hahahahahaha okay soon I will be the real one! *cross the fingers*

Like or not it will be happened...HP will be ended and hope I won't cry like a baby...*even I'm sure I will!* well...thanks for your writing Jo :) and I miss your writing so badly and I will miss Harry Potter things start next year...

NOX!

RIP Our Dear Friend

Actually I wanna write about how excited I am about the last Harry Potter movie...but I just got a message my friend just passed away this morning....I don't really know too much  or close with him. I just knew him.  We were in different class, but in some subjects  we had to join the class together. Well...as I remember he was a tall and quite big guy with sense of humor.
It's so sad when you can see his words on facebook, sms or can hear his voice on phone...now absolutely gone....but just keep the beautiful memories about him and we will always remember him as good as he was. :)
Who ever he was, he's still a part of my life, our life......I'm sure he even didn't know my name..anyway...good bye dear friend...rest in peace...I pray for your soul and may God forgives and keep you.

Dare to Be Different

I don't even know...if I have sense of art or not, because when I enrolled for design major in a university they rejected me :). Maybe I was not good enough..... but I just can't lie to myself if I love design and arts. For me writing is a part of art, I love to make and create something. One thing made me happy when someday my boss said to me " you're eccentric!" hahahahah well, maybe not all of you like to be called like that, but for me it's really cool because people see and feel me with extraordinary thoughts!! lol *when you read this..maybe you'll say "oh yeah..you're so freak!"* But like what Kurt Cobain said " I'd rather for who I am than loved for who I am not."

I realized why grown ups mostly forget what they dreams and passed their life with regrets, when you're working for something not really you.... actually you have been training to accept the ordinary life. yeah..the reason is always same in many centuries, money. But why we can't give our self a chance to be different.... ;P I'm still trying and  I always remind myself to not be like "nous= them!" hihihihi
I hope I can be more creative and not easy to give up...life is really hard but still have a beautiful rainbow. I really need to be strong and tough but still have an honest heart :)) and more than anything still humble XD

Halloween Surprised

As Indonesian we really seldom to celebrate Halloween as a big event, especially when I was a child. Well... because I always excited about festival or events, I tried to make a little surprise for my friend in the office. So the idea is about little spooky with humor sense, and finally I made little coffins for them and the Dead's fingers, it was so much fun!! especially when I put them on their table....I really enjoyed watch every reactions on their face lol. Actually I wanted to make more snacks like blood candies and jelly eyes balls....but I didn't have much time to make them.....well enjoy the photos and TRICK OR TREAT----------------> sorry fellas it's too late.

Single Coffin ala MOI! ^^

Inside the coffin is mummy doll, dead's finger cookies, spooky candies.*who wants to buy just let me know*

 yeah! the delicious Dead's Finger XD everybody love them!!

Now it's time for me to think what I will do for Christmas......maybe I will try to make water globe with my picture inside hahahahaha!! I just really love do something with my fingers...that's why I love typing a lot lmao!!!

Say IT!

Well...write for our job and for pleasure has a big gap! I just realized when I work for magazine...both of them are really fun :) but when write for our job we got so much pressure. I miss the moment when I write poems or novels....where I can share and reflection about life, nature and human being.

But since I'm working as journalist I found a new and exciting thing...Photography :) it's really fun and when I got a good photo or moment which is I captured, I feel so happy.

Honestly I'm on dilemma situation....I have a lot of ideas and I don't know how to express them... I just feel I'm not satisfied with this condition, I want more.....okay let say it's an ambition XD lol

Treasure From Grand's House

I always love oldies things like vintage radio,money, clothes, or camera, books and letters with foxing in everywhere. I love them because they have their own memory, how they were made from the creator and author. A few weeks ago I went to my grand's house with one big pleasure, I could find something unpredictable and YES! I found old radio and camera  from 1950's. And I will search the vintage clock from my grand's house later. 

This is my treasure radio :) but I've not taken the camera one...maybe later XD

I've been Tagged.. Get to know Each Other..

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1. What time did you get up this morning?

- 5:00 AM

2. How do you like your steak?

- Medium Rare..

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?

- Kick Ass

4. What is your favorite TV show?

- GLEE

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?

-Europe..England or Ireland maybe XD

6. What did you have for breakfast?

- Today was noodle 

7. What is your favorite cuisine?

- Japanese, Mexican, Italy and Indonesian 

8. What foods do you dislike?

- hmmm almost nothing as long they are not bitter lol

9. Favorite place to eat?

- Asia *if I have money* lol

10. Favorite dressing?

- Balsamic or my own dressing -----> Honey Dijon 

11. What kind of vehicle do you drive? 
-Don't have a car for a moment

12. What are your favorite clothes?
- Jeans, Shirt, and Jacket plus Hat *actually*

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance? . . .
- I have some: Japan, Europe, New York and LA plus Orlando *special for universal studio* wkwkwkwkw

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full? 
- half empty

15. Where would you want to retire? 
- Hill with my family and my children 

16. Favorite time of day? 
- around 9 PM---> sit on my bed, watch dvd 

17. Where were you born? 
- Jakarta

18. What is your favorite sport to watch? 
- Soccer

19. Who do you think will not tag you back? 
-Dunno XD


20. Person you expect to tag you back first? 
- ....

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this? 
- .....

22. Bird watcher? 
- nope


23. Are you a morning person or a night person? 
-absolutely Night person...I always on bad mood in the morning

24. Do you have any pets? 
-nope but I want have a dog like Hachiko lol

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share? 
-yup! I will watch Broadway *Jakarta version* hehehehe


26. What did you want to be when you were little? 
-  Artist, Dancer and Writer


27. What is your best childhood memory? 
-I had a secret admire lol


28. Are you a cat or dog person? 
- dog

29. Are you married? 
- not yet


30. Always wear your seat belt? 
- yes, if I sit in the front because I scare police will catch me lol


31. Been in a car accident? 
- Hopefully NEVER

32. Any pet peeves? 
-.......

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings? 
-Mushroom, paprika and onion

34. Favorite Flower? 
- Rose


35. Favorite ice cream? 
- Vanilla, rum and raisin and Matcha

36. Favorite fast food restaurant? 
- All hahahahaha * hope Jamie Oliver won't see my blog*

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test? 
-.......

38. From whom did you get your last email? 
- from office wkwkwkwkw

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? 
-don't have

40. Do anything spontaneous lately? 
-I guess so....

41. Like your job? 
- I LOVE my job :D



42. Broccoli? 
- No problemo

43. What was your favorite vacation? 
-Sydney

44. Last person you went out to dinner with? 
- hmmm..no one

45. What are you listening to right now? 
- nothing



46. What is your favorite color? 
- Black, brown



47. How many tattoos do you have? 
-0

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz? 
-3 maybe

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
- 20.49


50. Coffee drinker? 
-quite :)


I'm tagginggg...
Angie
Cliona
Shannon




I've got from phiez thank you dear :D

The Dream Job Road

It's such really long time I didn't write my blog and honestly I feel so guilty...but so many things happened in a few months, I had write about I applied a vacancy to fill food editorial position in my local magazine before. Actually I felt so hopeless about that because they had a long process and recruitment but I just did my best and the rest is in God's hand. I applied this job since last year, and I followed their process since January with around 6 tests, I know work in magazine is quite difficult especially if I was not from journalism major, but I really love writing and work in magazine is one of my dreams job. For me it's such a cool job :), the tests were not something new for me actually because I did it as my hobby..you know..like translated articles (I have to thanks my lecture because after I graduate he asked me to help him, translate some chapters from his book *Marketing Books* for his PhD program), made a menu, interviewed, wrote articles,food styling, interviewed again,etc. But I was nervous but tried to be calm as I can XD...I just thought if this job for me and suitable for me I will get it, but if not let it go. So after the psychology test I had to wait almost 2 months and I thought "all right they didn't call me so maybe I didn't get this job". So finally they called me and asked me to interview..but after that I still have to wait a couple days and they called me again and I GOT THIS JOB!!!! oh my God...I really can't believe it!! I will work in one of famous local magazine!

I love to write and I love food and eat lol, I love cook at home, make some new recipes and styling them...I think it's part of arts :) I really enjoy doing them...so I guess it would be great and lovely job. Actually I don't want to say it's a job but I prefer profession because I work for my passion and desire...so I will always learn and for this time I will learn from the best one :D 

well, it's really weird because for many years I dreamed about this...sometimes I acted like I was a writer in magazine, even in fact I was just a high school student, but now it becomes a reality....yeah we must dare to dream even everybody maybe say your dreams are impossible, but you know impossible is just a word and people made it...but beyond your ability and your imagination there's nothing impossible :)I really thanks to God, my family and my friends to support me....but it's not the ending...it's just beginning. Although it's my dream job but not always be perfect and happy, they would have tons of problems and unhappy moments. But I just try to make everything in positive ways and try my best because it's my choice. it's my dream.
pray for me and wish me luck for the first day next week :)

Favorite things= inspiration + your corner Part 1

We love and like so many things, from small to big, from usual to weird >.< but everything we love is about ourself . Favorite things are your inspiration to life, and these all things are you wanna do or achieve deep inside your heart. I don't know what all of you feel about favorite things but for me it's just like unidentified emotions...because they mixed everything, like happiness, sadness, anger, rebel, etc. But they make me move and  make my soul wake up and realize about my life and optimism about future...but at the same time I wanna shout out to the world " Hey I'm here! and I wanna do something big and special at least for myself." I will write down some of my favorite things and maybe you feel the same like I do.

1. Music
I'm not a musician, I don't understand about notes and I can't play instrument, but music talk about language and it's universal. Since I was child, I'm addicted with music. Music can change my mood and my mind so easily...and Music make my imagination fly away, and make some picture about the emotion what I feel about the music. Music also help me to write poem and find some unique words. I can be act like crazy when I listen music hahahahaha. Maybe some people will make a gap about music, like "oh I just love pop, or Jazz." "Rock is my life and the others just rubbish.", etc. But for me they are just a name...that's why every time people ask me about my favorite music, I really confuse how to answer the question >.< because I love all...I love music from the classic like Rachminoff no 2 Op 18 until Rock from The Journey or Rolling Stone or Kiss. Because they speak about this life with many emotions, and try to make people and this world hear and understand their soul and heart. I just can't imagine live without melody of heart.....

2. Books
I'm a bookworm :) yes books are my best friend . I can go to everywhere in this world and in not this world, I can go to every places, I can meet many characters and more than than I can find what's my dream. I spend a lot of my own money to buy books, I'm OK if I don't have any new clothes for Christmas or New Year as long I will get a new book. I remember when I was in elementary I just had limited money, the books and comics were so expensive even nowadays, the price of 1 book or comic, it meant my money for whole week,  so sometimes I had to keep my money for lunch to buy a book, and I was starving all day and a few days hahahahaha...because my parents mostly say NO if I wanna bought a book or comic...they didn't have enough money to buy their children books and my Dad...he doesn't like to read books, he just loves read newspaper, but my mom sometimes secretly bought me some books  :)
because it was difficult for me to buy books and other things and I had to work hard to get what I want, that's make me become someone who respect and take care too much my things and books. I can cry if my books broken, ripped,etc. I will feel broken heart hahahahahaha that's why I hate if see people throw their books and last week I saw a woman step on books!!! OMG!! I really wanna kick her! and scream at her " Please be respect with the books! they're crying idiot!." and my favorite book all the time is Harry Potter :) I have so many memories about Harry Potter in my life.

3. Movies
all my entire family is movie maniac XD we really love watch movie...and honestly it gives me many inspiration   about life and writing. I love musical movie, fantasy, true story, comedy, drama, history, action and even horror but I really hate the thriller with full of blood *yukzz* I can cry and can't stop laughing because of movies...I always see and learn about how the movie has made...and when I was in high school, I asked my parents to learn about cinematography after I graduated and the answer was NO. T___T sometimes I think my parents always say No rather than Yes....>.< and they just want their child like other child being "normal" and I said to my parents...sorry Dad and Mom you guys have a freak child hahahahahaha. My favorite movies are Harry Potter for sure because I love the books but I love others movie too like Newsies, The Secret Garden, etc. I love MOVIES!