The Dream Job Road

It's such really long time I didn't write my blog and honestly I feel so guilty...but so many things happened in a few months, I had write about I applied a vacancy to fill food editorial position in my local magazine before. Actually I felt so hopeless about that because they had a long process and recruitment but I just did my best and the rest is in God's hand. I applied this job since last year, and I followed their process since January with around 6 tests, I know work in magazine is quite difficult especially if I was not from journalism major, but I really love writing and work in magazine is one of my dreams job. For me it's such a cool job :), the tests were not something new for me actually because I did it as my hobby..you know..like translated articles (I have to thanks my lecture because after I graduate he asked me to help him, translate some chapters from his book *Marketing Books* for his PhD program), made a menu, interviewed, wrote articles,food styling, interviewed again,etc. But I was nervous but tried to be calm as I can XD...I just thought if this job for me and suitable for me I will get it, but if not let it go. So after the psychology test I had to wait almost 2 months and I thought "all right they didn't call me so maybe I didn't get this job". So finally they called me and asked me to interview..but after that I still have to wait a couple days and they called me again and I GOT THIS JOB!!!! oh my God...I really can't believe it!! I will work in one of famous local magazine!

I love to write and I love food and eat lol, I love cook at home, make some new recipes and styling them...I think it's part of arts :) I really enjoy doing them...so I guess it would be great and lovely job. Actually I don't want to say it's a job but I prefer profession because I work for my passion and desire...so I will always learn and for this time I will learn from the best one :D 

well, it's really weird because for many years I dreamed about this...sometimes I acted like I was a writer in magazine, even in fact I was just a high school student, but now it becomes a reality....yeah we must dare to dream even everybody maybe say your dreams are impossible, but you know impossible is just a word and people made it...but beyond your ability and your imagination there's nothing impossible :)I really thanks to God, my family and my friends to support me....but it's not the ending...it's just beginning. Although it's my dream job but not always be perfect and happy, they would have tons of problems and unhappy moments. But I just try to make everything in positive ways and try my best because it's my choice. it's my dream.
pray for me and wish me luck for the first day next week :)

Favorite things= inspiration + your corner Part 1

We love and like so many things, from small to big, from usual to weird >.< but everything we love is about ourself . Favorite things are your inspiration to life, and these all things are you wanna do or achieve deep inside your heart. I don't know what all of you feel about favorite things but for me it's just like unidentified emotions...because they mixed everything, like happiness, sadness, anger, rebel, etc. But they make me move and  make my soul wake up and realize about my life and optimism about future...but at the same time I wanna shout out to the world " Hey I'm here! and I wanna do something big and special at least for myself." I will write down some of my favorite things and maybe you feel the same like I do.

1. Music
I'm not a musician, I don't understand about notes and I can't play instrument, but music talk about language and it's universal. Since I was child, I'm addicted with music. Music can change my mood and my mind so easily...and Music make my imagination fly away, and make some picture about the emotion what I feel about the music. Music also help me to write poem and find some unique words. I can be act like crazy when I listen music hahahahaha. Maybe some people will make a gap about music, like "oh I just love pop, or Jazz." "Rock is my life and the others just rubbish.", etc. But for me they are just a name...that's why every time people ask me about my favorite music, I really confuse how to answer the question >.< because I love all...I love music from the classic like Rachminoff no 2 Op 18 until Rock from The Journey or Rolling Stone or Kiss. Because they speak about this life with many emotions, and try to make people and this world hear and understand their soul and heart. I just can't imagine live without melody of heart.....

2. Books
I'm a bookworm :) yes books are my best friend . I can go to everywhere in this world and in not this world, I can go to every places, I can meet many characters and more than than I can find what's my dream. I spend a lot of my own money to buy books, I'm OK if I don't have any new clothes for Christmas or New Year as long I will get a new book. I remember when I was in elementary I just had limited money, the books and comics were so expensive even nowadays, the price of 1 book or comic, it meant my money for whole week,  so sometimes I had to keep my money for lunch to buy a book, and I was starving all day and a few days hahahahaha...because my parents mostly say NO if I wanna bought a book or comic...they didn't have enough money to buy their children books and my Dad...he doesn't like to read books, he just loves read newspaper, but my mom sometimes secretly bought me some books  :)
because it was difficult for me to buy books and other things and I had to work hard to get what I want, that's make me become someone who respect and take care too much my things and books. I can cry if my books broken, ripped,etc. I will feel broken heart hahahahahaha that's why I hate if see people throw their books and last week I saw a woman step on books!!! OMG!! I really wanna kick her! and scream at her " Please be respect with the books! they're crying idiot!." and my favorite book all the time is Harry Potter :) I have so many memories about Harry Potter in my life.

3. Movies
all my entire family is movie maniac XD we really love watch movie...and honestly it gives me many inspiration   about life and writing. I love musical movie, fantasy, true story, comedy, drama, history, action and even horror but I really hate the thriller with full of blood *yukzz* I can cry and can't stop laughing because of movies...I always see and learn about how the movie has made...and when I was in high school, I asked my parents to learn about cinematography after I graduated and the answer was NO. T___T sometimes I think my parents always say No rather than Yes....>.< and they just want their child like other child being "normal" and I said to my parents...sorry Dad and Mom you guys have a freak child hahahahahaha. My favorite movies are Harry Potter for sure because I love the books but I love others movie too like Newsies, The Secret Garden, etc. I love MOVIES!

Dare To Dream it's FREE!

Actually I have written this my little thought 3 years ago and I published it on my other blog but of course not in English. But now I'm trying to make a little bit revision with this my little article but still have the same meaning. I usually write motivation things to motivate my self and of course with my experiences :)

How many of us always dream about be something better, get something great, be someone special, get a better job or career of even you dream about around the world, tell your dream to your family, friends and maybe your boy/girlfriend and then they say " Oh seriously, for get about that...it's just a dream,too impossible to get in the reality life, please be realistic." BUT my question, is it wrong? the answer of course not. If people not dream about something impossible things you may not enjoy the electricity, airplane, even internet! This world made by dreams, from the people who dares to dreams.



For me people who lives without dreams so pathetic like a zombie, pass this live and their ways just because I MUST! and what else! and people start to forget their deepest dream inside just because this life demand us to be "Normal" but have you known if maybe one of your dreams is your gift,your present and it can be come true.

One day one of my friends sent me a birthday card and she wrote "Don't stop to dream because from dreams everything can be."
I just want to warning all of you, dream is very good for your soul and for your FUTURE. As long you hold your dreams, take the action, never give up, always try and try and believe you can do it!! and you will get it :)

From my entire life observations and see all the greatest man in this world like inventor, entrepreneur, success people, etc. I asked my self, how they can do that things?? people said they are crazy before, it was non sense! and I asked my self again it was because they are smart? BUT finally I got the simple answer and if you want to know why... they start it with their DREAMS, from dreams who thinks it can't be, it's impossible, but they made it happened and proof it.

Dreams can be an idea which is change your life and your world forever. God give us gifts and give the greatest processor in this world!! and no one can change it. It is our super brain :) use it wisely with your heart, patient, hard work, pray and BELIEVE! So let's dreams! because It's FREE!

note: I always try to make my dreams come true and you know what I have gotten some of them be real ones :)

My Quote: "Sometimes we have to learn like children because they know how to dream and believe in - Felice."

"In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe" - Michael Jackson

The Future Belong To Those Who Believe In The Beauty Of Their Dreams - Eleanor Roosevelt